Friday, February 24, 2006
Today is a miserable for me... wake up 'early' in the morning... then went online chat with my friends for a while ,then went out for my lunch at hougang mall with my NPCCfriends ( some on the left picture)... Yup , long time never see them le... i think they are busy with their stuffs ba... like piano lessons , working , school and even staying at home... i am different from them ... i have nothing to do at home.. it is so bored at home... nth to do... halfway when we were walking to hougang mall , my HP rang... it was a call from Mr chang... Oh my god , it was disappointing lor.. he told me that the school has found someone to take over his place while he was going for reservice during the next two weeks.. i thought i could replace but i was wrong...then i going to be bored to death le.. With no job.. haiz.. maybe tml going with bo an that group to go find ba... haiz.. sorry for making you disappointed , actually , i got my reasons for not going to find job for the past few days.. i was waiting for Mr chang's answer.. thanks for talking to me when i am down... I really want to take tution as my part time job.. is not that i don't want other jobs... but i have my reasons for doing tution... Yup.. Hope you understand... is not my thinking weird or what...
Back to the topic... yup we have our lunck at the hougang mall foodcourt... like what i had said ,,, it has been a long time since we last met ... so we have lots of things to talk about.. chit chat for hours.. time files.. and is about 4 pm le... we all left hougang mall.. mark has to go to do his job at kovan , carol has piano lesson , chen yee going home and gina and vic were heading to Kovan... only left me alone going to CP... haiz.. i was so lonely lor.. i went to popular to see some ten yr series.. to my surprise , oh .... the ten yr series have changed ,, there is no longer answer provided for those structured and essay questions ... i got no mood to carry on shopping le.. so i went home... ARhhh.. reaching home then come online lor...
HAiz ... i think i am really a failure... i dunno what am i doing lor.. and it seems like things i do is not going right.. and many things have disappoint me, making me feel so down... i really want to get a job , partly cos i don't want to take money from my parent.. i don't want my family to face financial problems... yup.. well , i just pray hard that things will goes well so that i don't get so troubled... ppl who read this , remember don't end up like me , life should be full of happiness... rather than ending up like me, troubling by stufs that my hair are turning all white soon... well , i wish all the best in what ever you do.. Jia you...
Wanna to remind you to be more careful wor.. yup.. of course i will be at least also a bit worry ma.. but should learn to protect yourselves when i am not there ok? I don't want you to keep anything from me... just tell me ok ? Anything just give me a call... Take care..
i love you ;
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