Monday, October 30, 2006
TOday is bad bad baD day for me.. yar.. in the morning , skipped CSAS tutorial cos of some reasons.. I don't wish to mention it here.. but it did made me have a miserable day.. sian.. I don't have the appitte to eat my lunch and I couldn't concentrate on my studies.. yup.. saw my friends dismissed from the tutorial , I could feel a sense of guiltness.. haiz.. It wasn't a nice feeling.. I don't wish to skip but no chioce.. haiz.. Now I think I cannot affort to miss any tutorial le ba.. cos If absent again , my result will be not be graded.. that's a bad thing.. haiz.. well , I hope I will not have this kind of situation again in future..
yar.. so fortunate to have sara listening to my problems ..Feeling better now I should concentrate on my studies.. I won't wanna be late for school again.. I felt better after that.. also , dun be sad or disappointed with the result.. It's ok if you never get in.. I know you have put in ur effort le.. just take it as a journey that allowed you to learn new things and know new friends ba..
Second week of school has started , I need to work hard now and focus more on my studies.. I wanna maintain my result , wouldn't want it to drop.. hmm.. TIme to work hard" GO GO GO!!! "
Am I a Bad guY ???
i love you ;
10:10 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Yup.. First week of holiday has ended.. yup.. had fun in school.. haha.. school work isn't too hard this week cos maybe it is just all recap ba.. hmm.. also cos there were no tutorials and labs.. but from next week , I gonna be busy le.. yup.. luckily next week no NPCC , cos I gonna spend it for my DRP.. gonna start doing our experiment le.. still got 7 experiments left and each experiment can take as long as 5 to 7 hrs.. including preparation.. haha.. quite fun also.. cos when getting the reults got that sense of satisfaction... haha.. yup.. I also need to finish a graph on the result taken..
Recently , I watched DOA and there were 2 horny guys sitting behing us.. they were saying something very " " .. But I think they were over excited ba.. haiz.. I wanna turn my head and tell them that the movie is PG and not R(A) .. but I didn't.. haha.. HAck care about them .. they don't know how people see them as.. haha.. well , just hope that we won't meet these groups of people again .. haha.. yup.. gonna do my pre lab le.. U see how busy am I ?? =)
ConfUseD Z@i !!!
i love you ;
11:03 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
FridAy was our last outing of this holiday.. Yup.. wondering when will be our next holiday.. haiz.. gonna wait for another 2 months I think.. well , this is what life is all about.. yup.. time to go back to study le.. haha.. gonna work hard again.. cos I need to maintain my GPA.. Yar.. I wanna go Uni.. of course I would want to take a degree.. haha.. hopefully my dream will come true.. When comes to sch reopens , all in my mind will have the word " study " .. and this could be very stress.. recently , just gotten my timetable.. it looks packed but somehow still ok.. Is just that there is weeks whereby I got three days gonna dismiss at 6pm.. haiz.. is sian where there is a 4 hrs break in between.. dunno what to do in school but I will try to finish my revision and tutorial.. must really make use of the time wisely.. haha
yup.. we had fun on friday.. went to pasir ris to cyle and we could see the haze all around.. we looked at the sea and couldn't even see the island opposite.. haha.. the weather was hazy.. and there is almost no one going to cycle beside us.. we cycled for an hour only and got back to have our lunch at the food court.. haha.. then went Causeway point to watch "DEAD NOTE " .. hmm.. the movie is a long one and is quite boring in the first part.. but the most imteresting part is when they playing mindset games.. haha.. smart guys they are.. haha.. cannot tell u all so much cos wanna u all to go and watch yourselves.. haha
yar.. gonna spend my weekends resting at home.. hmm.. yup.. hopefully have fun to go back school..
Are DreaMs truE ??
i love you ;
12:14 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
hmm.. for these few entries , I don't have any pictures to put.. Yar.. Have been spending the weekdays on DRP.. everyday went back to school to prepare Agar and saline solution.. And these things take alot of time to prepare.. esp the agar .. although it can be done within a day.. but it can takes up to 4hrs to prepare.. waiting it to be autoclaved , pour into the petri dishes and waited it to dry up.. all takes lot of time.. yup.. actually wanna do today de.. but then haven find the concentration of the bacteria so have to wait for another day before we can start our experiment..
yar.. Left few days b4 school reopens.. haiz.. I dunoo whether is good or bad.. haiz.. but I just really wanna treasure this week going out with ya.. cos once school reopens.. I think we would not have such a chance to go out anymore.. yup.. I must say I am happy to go out with you.. everytime went out with ya , I will came home with a smile on my face.. U lighted up my life.. =) .. wanna really say a ' BIG tHAnk YOu to U " =).. yup..
It is Fate that BrinG Us M3Et
i love you ;
9:19 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
OUting.. outing.. Outing.. it gonna be fun.. and it was right.. We had lots of fun.. yup.. and I won't wanna mention about how much fun we had during the BBQ outing.. Yar. I guess u ppl should be able to guess bah..
But for one thing which I am unhappy with is that why people like to care about other people stuffs.. why why why ??? so what if they know ?? what do they gain ?? .. I dun understand.. For me , I would think that is better for a person to know less things about another ppl.. cos will have a smaller chance of getting into trouble.. U see.. most ppl get into troubles just cos they are KPO .. somethings that does not concern them they want to take part.. then in the end gain nothing but bear the consequences..
knowing things.. giving advices is the next step.. haiz.. knowing thing wasn't that bad.. It is the advicing part which makes things worst.. Advices sometimes can help to solve problems.. but sometimes can make things turn really sour.. Giving advices is good or bad ?? I dunno.. But to me , What makes a person think that his advices are always good.. well , I wanna to stress" Smart is GOOD but don't act smart "..
ALways my dear
i love you ;
12:04 AM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
2 weeks left before school starts.. so gonna enjoy myself during these 2 weeks if not , chances of going out will be somehow equal to zero le.. yar.. yesterday went out with ling.. haha.. Went to many places.. we were like travelling the whole of Singapore lor.. haha..We meet at Tampines then went down to Woodlands.. haha.. after that went to choa chu kang ( lot 1 ) to take a walk.. haha.. have our luch there.. haha..
After that went down to Juring East by train.. went to IMM.. and then we realised that there is a shuttle bus back to the Jurong interchange.. and we took.. haha.. we didn't know it was so hot.. We sweat alot.. abit regret taking the bus.. lolx.. I think we sweat more in the bus than walking back to Jurong Interchange ba.. haha.. Reach Jurong Interchange took bus 51 back to Hougang Central.. haha.. Didn't that it was so long.. the whole trip last for 2hr 15 min.. We sat till butt pain pain lor.. haha. I guess the bus driver also ba.. haha.. wah.. U see such a long trip .. if you seat twice in a day , you will find that half of your day is gone.. haha.. yup.. Ling went to hougang mall to get her mum some tibits.. And then we took MRT down to Farrer Park.. haha.. Guess why we went there ?? haha.. We went there for buffet at the New PArk Hotel.. haha.. but sad.. The resturant is under rennovation.. lolx.. A woman told us that there is 1 buffet at the six floor.. so we went in.. haha.. we saw the food.. not really nice.. haha.. and 1 more thing is that there is no ppl eating.. only a manager and a few waiter.. haha.. so scary , that's why I didn't want to have the buffet.. But We promise to go back there to eat once the rennovation is over.. haha. probably hmm.. on one of the public holiday ba.. haha..
Yup , so no chioce .. took a train back to Kovan and had our dinner at the punggol nasi lemak.. lol.. Lastly , accompany ling back to Bedok and have a bowl of dessert there.. haha..
We also took some pic of mickey and minnie.. Is all on top.. haha.. Nice MA ??
U r Always in my mind ..
i love you ;
10:33 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Yup , went to DRP on friday morning.. after that went home to take a nap before heading to punggol park for Oley squad outing.. lolx.. Long time no see them le.. really missed them lots.. I am sure they do miss me too!! haha.. yup.. :p haha.. First meet up fu sheng and Mark for dinner , then went to meet the rest of them.. haha.. punggol park was full of people.. very crowded.. haha. people having fun.. our meeting place was at the playground and we happened to see one of our Ex-teacher of HIHS.. haha.. Chat with her for a while and realised she is now a mother of 2 children.. haha... her two kids are so cute.. probably as cute as me when I was at their age. lolx..
Yup .. Not everyone turn up for this outing but the attendance wasn't that bad.. Most of us went.. but sad to see some of them never came.. hmm.. feel so sorried for them.. Nvm hopefully they will come for the next outing bah.. yup.. walked around the whole pungool park and see many people.. Ppl like my juniors and some of the seniors.. and finally , we found a place to settled down and play our candles and sparklers.. haha.. fun (x3) that's what I can say.. yup.. One thing I wanna say when I am with my squadmates , I will never feel alone.. =) .. yar.. really had fun on friday and hope that the next outing will be ASAP .. haha.. miss ya all..
Nv been LONely
i love you ;
9:16 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Hiaz.. what wrong with me ??.. haiz.. haiz.. sian sian sian.. dunno why ??? I just can't smile..hiaz.. why why why ? why am I in DRP ??? everyday is like dealing with bacteria.. playing with bacteria , yup.. today went the lab , do some counting on bacteria , then went to prepare some nutrient brooth and yup revise what I have learnt..
Today went into the lab at 10am , first thing we did was to prepare the nutrient brooth.. then put into the autoclave machine.. after that went to count the bacteria we grew ytd.. yup , the name of this bacteria is called E.coli.. yup.. quite a nice name ba.. haiz... then went to take out the agar we made ytd and do serial dilution and spread dish.. then put into a machine where its optimum temperature is 37.0 oC.. then went home cos the result will be out the next day.. heard that the senior said that tmr will be a busy day cos got some more things to learn.. hiaz.. hopefully can end by 3pm..
Feeling troubled de Ah zAi..
i love you ;
11:06 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
I am tired... REAL TIRED!!!...haiz.. JUSt wondering why thinGs have turn so wrong for Zai.. Feel like giving up.. Sometimes , I just feel that it will be good if I don't wake up from my sleep.. At least there is nothing for me to feel troubleD.. I won't be fan.. sleeping is just resting in peace , with nothing to worry.. just feel relaxing..
Recently just gotten into DRP and today went to the lab for the first time to learn some basic stuffs from my seniors.. alot of things to learn.. ( spread dish , bacteria multiply , broth preapration , procedures of doing a test ) and tmr gonna learn how to calculation concentration bacteria.yup.. all sorts of things.. and still need to pass up a 3 pages report regarding the articles on the photocatalytic disinfection.. I dunno what is that.. haiz.. I think I dun have the interest ba.. KK also told me the same thing but I don't think we gonna to tell mr lim we gonna quit cos I think he got faith in us and that's why he put us into his project team.. haiz.. I dunno what to do.. I am in a place which I don't know which direction should I go.. I am LOSt.. haiz..
Not going to work this sunday , wondering how am I going to tell my manager about it.. haiz... sure kanna said by her de lor.. hiaz.. yong lin , U shouldn't have even wake up this week lor..
Be my side and keep me accompany
i love you ;
11:16 PM
