Monday, February 27, 2006
Today activities weren't much excited...in fact my life is also not exciting... well , wake up quite early this morning... went for a haircut.. and start working for jobs again.. but it fails again.. haha.. i am getting more and more used to it le.. haha.. i have been getting much better these few days liao.. e
Went to bai my dead grandpa at manda in the afternoon, u know what... that place is not as scary as what i have thought in the past.. especially when you are visiting someone who is close to you.. and for me , that is my grandpa.. yup.. never heard about him right ? well , to me , he is the best grandpa in this world , no one can replace him.. yup.. he looked after me since i was young and always give me a chance to correct myself whenever i did something wrong.. he knew that i will change.. and of course , i didn't disappoint him ba.. i remember the day he passed away... is on the 4 of march 2004 , a thursday in the morning.. i was in the school that time and i couldn't see him even for the last time.. cos i was in the school and never brought my HP to school.. my parents can't contact me.. and by the time contacted me .. it was too late.. the nail had been hit down to the cover the coffin.. That was the worst moment i had ever feel... tears started dropping from my eyes.. i blamed myself for being so careless.. even forget to bring a HP to school.. haiz.. till today , i still regret what i have did.. sorry grandpa , i didn't mean it ... i hope you would forgive me.. haiz,, thanks for your constant guidance which makes what i am today.. i will always remember you... My dearest grandpa... hope that in the next life , we will still be grandpa and grandson again.. Although you have left for almost two year already , i still remember the days you brought me to school when i was in kindgarten and the days you brought me out to other places like swimming.. we toured around the whole Singapore... I miss the days.. yar.., all i want to say is " thank you grandpa , i miss you so "... ...
After that , my relatives and I went to eat dinner and we went home... ... It is a day which brings me back to the memories of my dead grandpa...
i love you ;
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