Saturday, May 13, 2006
Slept for less than 4 hrs.. then had to gotten up from my bed to CI course le.. I am tired but I still get up and proceed for CI course.. Have you ever think why I work so hard to become a CI... ?? why ? why ?? why ??? Just because I want to become a good cadet and bring my unit up the sky.. makes HIHS NPCC proud.. then have ever wonder why must I serve NPCC ? that cos , I want my unit to be first , to be first...
Today programme was fun and the games were so interesting.. Some even I had never play before in my life.. haha.. also have fun with some JO6 mates.. well , I also learned more leadership skills..
My day was enjoying till something really bad happened... It happened during almost the time me and my squadmates were ready to jog out of HTA.. while we were waiting for our squadmates , this fucking instructor came to check on our attire.. And after everyone had adjusted our attire.. she pointed at me and asked " Is there anything wrong with the track pants ? " I glaced my eyes and realised no mistakes was found in my squad and told her " no ".. After that she shouted at me, and saying the person infront of me was wearing a track pant with white strip, then I realised I never spot the mistake.. actualy , I was careless but she had a mind set that I was trying to take things out the easier way .. meaning trying to hide from her so that we can get home early rather than being scolded...
She thought that I purposely don't spot out the mistakes.. but I wasn't.. what she did next was to scream at my ears , shout and shout at me infront of my squadmates.. I was furious and luckily I managed to stop myself from screaming back at her.. cos I know if I screamed at her back.. I will definitely be punished and my school will be black-listed...
Not only me, my squadmate also can't ctand her.. and one even told me that if he were me , he would had given a punch on her face.. is true that she is being so unreasonable.. in fact I felt that she had scolded the wrong person.. I wasn't the one wearing the unaccpectable track pant.. and why I gotten all the screamings and not my squadmate.. let's say if I am the one who wear the wrong track pant , I will sure accept the scoldings and screamings.. but now was that , I was not the one who had done something wrong lor.. And if she wanted to scold me cos I was careless , then I should tell everyone that human are never perfect ... we do make mistakes.. so do you people think that I deserve such a scolding ??
I am really tired now , got to have some rest.. I will carry on tmr.. night..
i love you ;
10:48 PM
