Tuesday, May 23, 2006
6.45am,, I still on my bed.. oh i gotta be late.. my god.. I am real tired manz.. but still need to get up my bed.. yawn.. haiz.. go to school , realise that my elinkz card did not have enough $$ , so went to top up.. hiaz.. but the time i reached CP is already 7.20 am le.. and my lecture starts at 8am .. so no chioce went to withdraw $20.. then went top up my card and take a cab to school.. then I wasted $7 on taxi fare..
Haiz.. thought of what has happened testerday makes me feel irritated.. Was with my mum walking towards the spec shop to get a new pair of spec.. on the way there , I told her that she has not given me the $ for this week.. and the reaction from her is like huh , why need money again.. the spec is already cost her so much $$.. I was like haiz.. is it wrong to ask for allowance ??? and somemore , going to get a new pair of spec is cos of my dog... it bite spoil my spec.. so I need to get a replacment ma.. then is like she is like showing me that I keep spending her money.. but in fact I didn't .. if the spec was not bitten by the dog , of course i won't get a new pair of spec.. sometimes I am really disappointed about her , she is giving me a kind of feeling that I am spending alot of her money lor.. I know i didn't , each time I am helping her to save as much as possible.. I don't demand from her to get things I want.. LIke MP3 and other expensive stuffs.. like what others usually have , I don't have one... just cos I don't want my parent to spend to much money as the standard of living is high here.. U see la , only take $ for just allowance , then show me that face le.. how am i gg to ask for more $ to get other stuffs ??? HAIZ.. yar , i know i am working but those money are not enough to get things i want.. a reason why i work is cos i want to buy things i like using my own money.. I believe parent have a thinking that when children start working they tends to have money , therefore don't need give $.. but remember the sum of $ we earn is very little.. and somemore, if I work i don't get my allowance and if i don't work , my parent will give allowance..
THEN I WILL RATHER CHOOSE NOT TO WORK.. RIGHT ? make sense ??? I don't expect my mum to give me extra $ to buy other things..but at least the allowance should be given..
well , today was fun.. haha.. really enjoy myself doint titration in lab session.. haha.. well , also have a math test.. the test wasn't an easy one hor.. hey , people ar , don't have a mind set that poly stuffs are easy ... they are difficult too..
OH HURRY HOME LOVE , I MISS YOU SO!!!
i love you ;
7:22 PM
